Dienstag, November 15, 2005
What do you see?An old friend whom I hadn't spoken to in a while called yesterday.
Hello?
Hey..... its me..... how you doing?
I'm okay.
I see...
-silence-
hey
yes?
Ever feel like you have too many friends?
yes girl, i have.
Ever feel like you're so alone, even though you're surrounded by friends?
yea i do. why?
cos i do too.
A single tear slid down my cheek. I don't know why.
Many times, I've questioned the purpose of this blog. Apart from being narccisstic at times, my entries show the emotional side of me that most will not get to see. Smiling has simply become a muscle reflex, and the only thing left on my face that shows the real me are my eyes, which i think still sparkle with joy, from time to time.
Recently I've taken to closing my eyes without sleeping. That is actually quite a remarkable accomplishment, considering the gruelling routine of work (this many of you wld understand, I'm sure). I feel most comfortable in darkness, and i see myself talking to people at work, , saying things i don't mean, laughing at jokes that aren't funny. I see the people i care about, and i wonder if they know how glad i am, to have them in my life. I dream about falling into a dreamless deep sleep. I think about not opening my eyes for like a day, for it seems, i see better with my eyes closed.
What do you see, when you close your eyes?
P.S: will be away for a couple of days. A happier and healthier me will be back soon. Promise. :)
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